Sunday, April 26, 2009

5/24/08 - Unworthiness

The sting of watching eyes summons distraction from her comic book, she glances up, gazing around the room. satisfied she lowers her head and resumes reading her comic book intently, the feeling of being watchined dismissed.

He looks up slowly, staring past the open laptop screen at the wonder before his eyes, beautiful. breathless, his heart jumps at every move she makes, every time she breathes his heart pounds madly.he stares at her with love, hidden across the room he knows he's unworthy,she deserves better. unmoving, his eyes stay trained on her, absorbing every move, watching every second she is in his presence. he dreams of the day he can tell her how he feels, wat he needs, how he belongs to her and her only, his subconscious dives into the dream world he has grown to adore, the world where she is his, the world where he is her's where they are together.

Snapped back into reality his eyes focus, shes's gone! gazing around he see's her, heading towards him. paralyzed in shock, awe, amazement, she was coming towardss him, could he tell her? thoughts racing, joy filling his heart, he could not breathe. pure excitment held him in place, kept him unmoving in his seat, hands sweating, heart beating hard, waiting for the right moment.

she walked past him, hair gently caressing his face as she continued onward, not giving him a second glance, not knowing who or what she was missing. He felt her hair, cherished her touch, even if only for a moment and he inhaled the lovely smell of sweet strawberry fragerance she was doused in, the door closed, a small gentle smile formed on his once thin lips, and his heart stopped beating.

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